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Yes I do love the 90s
Jan. 24th, 2005 12:56 pmI've been sucked into watching Part Deux on VH1 - awesome! I've seen '91 - '95. Can't believe 1995 was 10 years ago but watching that, it does feel like it. I was such a different person back then. Sometimes I really miss that girl.
If I had to pick a year that was the best of my life I would say 1992. Oh to be that young and innocent again! Late 1991 was when I really started coming out of the shell of painful shyness. (We're talking psychotic, hiding-under-the-desk-at-school shyness here) Hearing the music and seeing the fads from this time period made me really nostalgic this weekend, and it's carried over to today.
I've been having dreams about my exes too. Nothing like getting back together with them or still being in love with them or anything like SOME people dream about - just weird stuff. In one dream the guy was a porno producer. I can't see him doing that in real life so I don't know where that came from. Did you know "porno season" is October - December? I didn't either, until I learned it in my dream :)
Looking back at the 90s, I wasn't comfortable being myself. But why not? Back then it was perfectly acceptable to be psycho - I was a teenager/20-something. And now, I'm still not comfortable in my skin, but I've crossed that big THREE-OH line and it seems like I should have everything figured out by now. Depressing.
If I had to pick a year that was the best of my life I would say 1992. Oh to be that young and innocent again! Late 1991 was when I really started coming out of the shell of painful shyness. (We're talking psychotic, hiding-under-the-desk-at-school shyness here) Hearing the music and seeing the fads from this time period made me really nostalgic this weekend, and it's carried over to today.
I've been having dreams about my exes too. Nothing like getting back together with them or still being in love with them or anything like SOME people dream about - just weird stuff. In one dream the guy was a porno producer. I can't see him doing that in real life so I don't know where that came from. Did you know "porno season" is October - December? I didn't either, until I learned it in my dream :)
Looking back at the 90s, I wasn't comfortable being myself. But why not? Back then it was perfectly acceptable to be psycho - I was a teenager/20-something. And now, I'm still not comfortable in my skin, but I've crossed that big THREE-OH line and it seems like I should have everything figured out by now. Depressing.
