lumy12

Fandom: Lost
Title: "Tormented Soul"
Subject: Benjamin Linus
Medium: Pencil
Rating: G
Warnings: None
Notes: Just a simple sketch I did last weekend of one of my favorites. I know of nowhere fannish to post this (the Lost fanart comm is DED).

( Cut for creepiness :D )

I know it's insane but I'm still reeling after the Lost finale. Two days later. I'm having obsessive thoughts and yet I'm avoiding reading stuff about it (I'm sure I'll go back and look at your reviews later)... only skimming my f-list, cuz seeing the Lost stuff popping up is making me NOT want to be on LJ at all right now. Wtf, self???

I'm so weird.

I think part of it is that I had a very personal overreaction to one story in particular.

I barely slept after watching the finale, I kept hearing the music and replaying things in my head... even after I'd doze off, I'd wake up still hearing & replaying. I want another hot Sawyer dream, damnit. Must re-watch! I was going to last night but practicality (and a nap) won out, and tonight was too busy... tomorrow night will also be too busy... it will have to be Thursday night then since I'm babysitting Friday and then I'm off to the mountains for the nice long weekend. Somehow I think re-watching will cure my strange aversion.

My masochistic e-stalking has died down considerably ("hi my name is Wendy and it's been 3 days since I last stalked"), but even so, I'm thinking this summer it will be even better for me than usual to get away once a month, get some nice crisp mountain air in my lungs and be far far away from a computer screen. Er... from the internet, at least (I'll be taking the laptop!).

I'll be a better LJ friend next week, I promise!

Slightly spoilery, so I'll cut just in case. I cannot ponder in Lost communities because there are fucktards there who spoil for future episodes - so please, if you know something, don't tell me!

( You're gonna die, brothah! )


My laptop appears to be getting over its virus with no help from me. Instead of coughing, wheezing, fever and sore throat... it just has sniffles now. But AVG is still borked so I guess I should try Avast or something.

( Looooooooost - very briefly. Not very spoilery. )

I got this lovely Desmond and 2 more Lost icons today. You'll just have to comment if you want to see the other two, I guess! Hee. Where are all my Lost peeps?

Season finale in 2 weeks. SO not fair - the season just started at the end of January! And there was like a month's break in there too!

This post won't apply to many of you, you can move right along.
ETA: Oh! Now this might apply to you, if you enjoy reading about how gross I am! Guess what I'm having for dinner tonight! Hmmm, maybe I should put this behind a cut. NAH. I'm having pork chops that have been in my freezer since my brother lived with me. They're his. He said he'll eat them if I don't want them but I'm curious. Yeah, they say "best if used before 10/25/05." See, they don't EXPIRE, they're just not at their best! Hehe, no worries, if they're nasty I won't eat them, but they looked okay to the naked eye last night when I moved them from freezer to fridge to defrost. ETA2: I have consumed the chops. They tasted fine with cheese and barbecue sauce on them. (also old, though not spoiled) Yes, I suppose I'm insane. But I'm still alive. Oh yes - at 6pm Fri. evening I am still alive. If you don't hear from me again, just assume I died...eventually. And the cats that were begging for scraps - DENIED. Just in case. Wouldn't want THEM to get sick!

-Nothing too spoilery, only pertaining to last night's shows, but I'm cutting just in case.

( American Idol Top 12 spoilers )

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( Lost spoiler, though just two lines under here )

I need to start tagging stuff better, that's right. Might as well start with this post.

I need to do another Star Wars marathon.

I haven't had one in over a year. Back when wenchcat was worried that I might be a psycho luring her daughter sweet_panda into my lair for EVIL things. Bwahahahaha!

Maybe on Memorial Day. Except it's nerdier cooler to take a day off work to do it, and I already have that day off. Hmmmm.

Unrelated: tomorrow's weather forecast is "Dust." Ha!

( Cut to spare y'all who don't care about American Idol. Which is, actually, my entire f-list, I think. Oh well! )

( Short, non-spoilery Lost musing )

-Boys coming to the house tonight. Yay free food. Boooo not getting to watch ER's season finale not to mention RP in peace. Oh well, I'm taping it, I'll watch it tomorrow and MAKE them keep the TV turned off for that hour. Or - hmmm, maybe I'll go watch it next door in my brother's bedroom, where he won't be taping basketball. There's a thought.

Just watched Lost...Ugh. I can hear my brother yelling at me already. But I'm going to complain anyway.

It's all well and good to have spoilers posted behind a cut (at lost_tv), but do you think people could maybe refrain from spoiling stuff in comment threads to a NONspoilery post? Grrrrrr. I'm glad I didn't understand the spoilery comment, but it's going to stick in my head. *sigh*

SO not going to read stuff over there now. *bigger sigh*

( I'll just babble here instead. Maybe my bro will comment. SPOILER'S FOR LAST NIGHT'S EPISODE 3.13 )


-It's raining! Joyyyyyy!

Just a little something I have to get off my chest, after watching last night's Lost.

( Spoilers for Lost 3.11, yo! )

I always said I'd quit getting on the internet at work if I were counseled about it. I've been there 7 years, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't just blindly axe me at least not before I've trained a backup on my job.

I think I'd better consider this my warning, even though it's not specific to me.

( Company-wide URGENT email from my boss, with the part that especially freaks me out in bold )

( Why I think this had better scare me straight )

Whoa, rambly.

I'd still like to think that I'd get talked to personally about my little LJ addiction before I'd get fired, and the wording in that bolded part is vague enough to assume that's probably the case, but it's not worth the risk. Especially in a "right to work" state.

In other news... I'm all caught up on Lost now and am overwhelmed by all the Lost LJ communities there are. Daaaaaaaaaaang. I must remind myself that there's no need to join a bazillion at once, nor do I need to see every Lost icon ever created. Locke is still my favorite.