~That's when the insults start to sting~

It wouldn't be summer if I didn't make SOME mention of the weather, right? So it's supposed to be 113 today. Not really a great time for my air conditioner to decide to do a half-ass job. I know it needs to be replaced soon, as it's the original unit (my house was built in 1984) and as you can imagine, the sun is brutal on things out here.

Today is June 17... the birthday of the person I lost my virginity to. Must I always remember his birthday? I think I must, whether I want to or not. He still has a little piece of my soul, even all these years later. Once upon a time he did read this journal, but I doubt he remembers it anymore. He's married now with 2 kids... well, 2 the last I heard. We haven't talked in a couple years now. I hope he's having a wonderful day with his family.

I have a coffee date tonight! Yay! (no, not with a BOY, so get that out of your heads, you silly people.)

~I'm pushin' an elephant up the stairs~

Tonight I offered to carry a child for my friend. Due to the expense, it probably won't happen, but I was serious and made sure she knew I was serious. I suppose it would be cheaper if we went the "turkey baster" route (can we do that at home?)... ewww. In vitro would be preferred, obviously.

It's a bit freaky, isn't it, that just on my earlier post I said something along the lines of "And that's the closest I'll ever get to being pregnant!" in the comments. Heh.

I would TOTALLY be a good incubator. I'd eat healthier and sleep more and everything for 9 months.

Damn, too bad in vitro's like $20,000 just for a TRY, no guarantees. I kind of want to do this now!