"Ben, why didn't you tell me?"

[lumy12]

I'm alive. Actually less tired today than yesterday even though I didn't sleep well. Thanks to those of you who responded to my bitchy "venting" post yesterday - I'm not going to friends-lock this one because it's not nearly as bitchy and I learned that this friend hasn't had internet since she moved to California, so she's not likely to ever see this. (no wonder she never emailed me) She's here for some court thing today with her hubby.

I failed at omg_lightsaber posting, pretty much. I couldn't do it and talk to her at the same time - rude as that is of me, that's what I was attempting. Hopefully her other friend comes to get her today and I have tonight to myself, but if not, I probably won't be on a lot. She's a people person, I'm a loner.

Those of you who thought I needed to grow a backbone (I'm sure you're right, heh) will be happy to know that I did not kill myself trying to move the hide-a-bed armchair back inside for her to sleep on, I couldn't do it without extreme strain so I gave up and settled her on the couch. A. can help me with that on Friday when his friend will be needing it. (And no, I'm not upset about his friend staying, because it's been planned for weeks. It's the unannounced-ness that bugs me) Also, I did not offer to let her stay Friday and to take her to the bus station at 6am Saturday morning - when she said she'd probably get a hotel room down there by the station, I didn't say a word. Her other friend (Cindy) totally wants her to stay with her (she's a people person too) but she doesn't like Cindy's kids so she doesn't want to go there. My psycho house of cats running everywhere doesn't bother her, though :)

So anyway. I couldn't sleep last night because my brain was just... full. I kept thinking of all the things I needed to do - online, in real life, at work... I'm totally stressing myself out and most of this stuff is really not supposed to be stressed over.

Tentative weekend schedule for RP-ing:
Thursday night - no clue if I'll be on, as mentioned above
Friday night - definitely not on.
Saturday day - off, Sat. night - on (probably sorting like the wind though, heh)
Sunday morning - possibly on, Sunday afternoon/evening - off for Super Bowl stuff at the parental units' - even though we probably won't watch the game :)

So anyone hatching any plots of doom has been fairly warned of my not-being-around-much-ness (pointed look at darthsemicolon and sweet_panda).

I totally abused parentheses in this entry, didn't I? Oh well, so shoot me.

Comments

[notfromajedi.livejournal.com]

It's all good. Are you still on semi-hiatus? We could make Greevy wait forever to get that bar money. *evil laugh*

[kevthejedi.livejournal.com]

Parentheses? Do you mean brackets?

[notfromajedi.livejournal.com]

Well, to me, brackets are these [] or the ones I can't type here without LJ thinking I'm doing html, and parentheses are these (). And sorry I'm too lazy to log in and get you a Nat pic here!

[kevthejedi.livejournal.com]

Lazyness is bad! And because of it you have a new mission - find a new sexy nat pic for an icon. Yes.

[sweet-panda.livejournal.com]

Yes, I know you won't be on much. Neither will I. I'll be back in the evenings this weekend I THINK... but Saturday's Bale and Bench day for faire, and mom and I are going out to set up stages and set up our campsite (so the scorpions and black widows and tarantulas and rattlesnakes and other unnecessarily poisonous animals you people have down here in Hell aka AZ can move in early) and stuff, then Sunday is Dress Rehearsal and touring the site and getting final packets and I get my stage assignment. Finally.

And you never called me. You bitch. :P And I was an airhead and closed out the chat window before I wrote down your number. *cries* Anyway. Sleep. Sleep is good. I need a source of caffiene for work. Maybe I'll pick up something from QT tomorrow on break. >.> Mmmm, peach tea. *rambles* *gets distracted by your shiney wallpaper* *would steal it, but already stole it like months ago, purely for personal wanking purposes*

[notfromajedi.livejournal.com]

I TOLD you I couldn't handle any other unexpectedness on Wednesday and I knew you weren't home last night! Jeez you're so impatient! I'll call you. Some time. When my house gets back to normal and doesn't have 10 zillion extra people hanging around! (okay, so, three people)

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

Hee hee, you're too funny scheduling your RP stuff.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

See? Just like you and Janie! :)

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

Yeah, Janie, who I haven't even left an AIM comment for in days. I will do that...after 10:30 when she's off for the night!!! LOL

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

LOL you and your avoiding-the-needy-folks! (except for me, hmmm. You're QUITE willing to lavish me with comments!!!)

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

That's because you're the Top Sekret Project!!!