"Your thoughts betray you, Father"

[lumy12]

Hmmm, I should quit LJ-cutting stuff, I think it makes you guys not read it :P

I think it's odd that I haven't told my parents that Aaron and I reverted to being just friends. I really was going to tell them, but now... all this time has passed and... well, things really weren't that different, they'd even seen him since then and all. We're still close, we still know what's going on in each other's daily lives. I don't see the point in making a fuss now. And, really, the more people who think I have a boyfriend, the better. I HATE HATE HATE it that people try to fix you up when you're single. I HATE it. Did I mention I hate it? HAAAAATE it.

Single =/= looking for a boyfriend, kthx
(that's my attempt at a "does not equal" sign)

But now things are starting to change. I was gone this weekend, and Aaron had a show here in town. He brought New Girl along - so people who are normally used to seeing me sitting there with him kinda raised their eyebrows. I don't want to go to any more shows now. From what I gather, she's quite a bit more attractive than I am.

What does that have to do with anything? I don't know. I know I don't want to have to explain stuff to the people we see regularly. I'd have to make jokes like "Yeah, he traded up for version 2.0, ha ha ha" and... well, I'd rather let him deal with that. I can live without seeing most of those people again. Okay, well, ALL of them, I'm sure, but some I'd miss - already do miss.

I swear I'm not bitter. I'm happy he's found someone even if she is a slut. Thinking about it makes me long for the days when I used to get crushes on people. It's been sooooo long. I'm so abnormal now.

Oh well. At least I'm happy, for the most part. And I wasn't, back when I fell in luuuuurve every so often.

Comments

[karinablack.livejournal.com]

OH so you're SINGLE!
Have you met lds_butters???? *giggle*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

GAH!!! *stabs you repeatedly*

Butters has a livejournal now? Wow, you're really converting him to the Dark Side.

[karinablack.livejournal.com]

He's had it for a while.

I've been working on getting him to the dark side for a while.

Unfortunately, his application to the Dark Side was immediately rejected.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ha ha - okay then, that's proof that we're not a good match.

Besides the whole quasi-asexual thing which makes me incompatible with most of the planet, that is :)

[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

I read LJ-cut stuff! But I'm a dork.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

If I'm skimming, sometimes I skip those, but I try not to do that anymore cuz then I might forget to go back and click on 'em. I'm caught up on everything now except deleterius. But I can let that get backed up a bit, of course :)

[rootytheroot.livejournal.com]

=! also means "not equals" in computer progamming language. or so i'm told...

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Oh wow, I could never use that cuz NO ONE would get it. Er - aside from the several computer geeks on my f-list.

I still feel the need to reply to you with Hermione icons. *snicker*

[rootytheroot.livejournal.com]

:p

we were going to go as pirates for pirates of the carribean 2, but yeah. i don't think anything can beat the cross-dressing extravaganza that was HP4.

[kevthejedi.livejournal.com]

Depends on the language I guess, in C++ it's != (! meaning NOT) so !true = false
In dbase not equal is <>

[kevthejedi.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're happy. I found when I was pining after someone I was really moody, got drunk a lot, and got even more moody because of it. Now I'm no longer pining, I'm happier, get drunk a lot, and get even happier (and flirtatious) because of it.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

It's fun when things are good but yeah, I really hate having my moods driven by another person.

I MUST BE IN CONTROL!!!!

You're a lush.

Re: Sooo you're single???

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Aw, thanks! I'm glad you finally found your way to the Dark Side and joined LJ.

I like being single. It suits me just fine. I'm not meant to be in a relationship, for various reasons. So, really, I WILL be single at your age. It'll just take me a little while to get there :)

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

HUH, I didn't respond to this entry. I thought I was past this date though. Oh well, it's another comment added to my count!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

I just remembered the silly little game I was playing with you last time -- I was using all my icons in order. I was wondering why I was using Hiroto icons (like this one) on you with no logical reason!

Hmm, wonder where I left off. Oh well.