"They're dying, Artoo."

[lumy12]

Was everyone in a bad mood yesterday or was it just me?

I still think I spend too much time on the internet. I go do RL stuff for a while, forget about the internet, come home and get drawn back to it like a magnet. Bad mood --> okay mood --> bad mood again. WTF, it's not PMS anymore.

I think Aaron did something to my AIM, though he says he didn't. He started randomly messaging people saying stupid stuff while I was in another room, unaware. I "yelled" at him when I discovered this and he said he didn't do anything bad. My thingie said I was "available" but when I hovered over my name it said I was idle. Sarra said I didn't appear to be idle, though... and then no one talked to me the rest of the night. I figured the omg!ls peeps were in a chat, of which I do not normally take part anymore (because I'm a psycho) ESPECIALLY when already in a foul mood. Maybe I just caught some paranoia from darthsemicolon. You can have it back, Megan, really.

I signed off late-ish, for me, and then couldn't fall asleep. I'm usually asleep within 10 minutes of my head hitting the pillow. My mind was spinning in too many different directions. I even had all four cats curled up with me/on me, which is unusual. If it wasn't for that I probably would have gotten up, but, you know - can't disturb the kitties!

I'm going Christmas shopping either tonight or tomorrow night, depending on... stuff. I should be able to get most of it done. I'm usually done by now. I fail! I did some of it online already but not nearly enough.

I've been finding myself listening to country music again. *waits for collective groan from f-list* I've never been a hardcore country fan but have gone through several country "phases." Most recently when I was seeing the married cowboy. It's all thanks to one of my favorite radio stations turning into talk-only, forcing me to switch my pre-set to country (I don't like listening to talk on the radio, unless it's a baseball game).

Bleh.

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[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

I was grouchy in the morning because I got dragged shopping for the gazillionth time this break. :/ I wanna go to a different mall!

Anyway, when I'm not talking, it's generally because I'm not overly talkative (at least, not when it comes to initiating conversations). And I was watching Pinky and the Brain. :P

No, you can keep it, really. I don't mind at all.

*joins in the collective groaning* *or possibly starts it*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

I'm usually trying to do a bunch of things at once so I'm not often talkative myself, especially when not in a great mood. (If I'm in a downright nasty mood I won't even get on AIM, so you all aren't subjected to that!) I'm glad my AIM wasn't as broken as it appeared to be then. Heh.

I haven't seen Pinky and the Brain in... 10 years, maybe? I don't remember anything about it really.

[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

I need to be doing a bunch of things at once...basically, making chainmail. (Even though nobody appears to want any. *sad cries*)

It's kind of an awesome show. Also, I totally teared up at the end of the Christmas special. *is a big dork*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

We just don't want to ask for anything because that's cheeky!

I had no problem asking for a drawing from Becca, though... but that's a favor to her, because she needs to expand her art to pairings she doesn't like. Or something. Ha! I just randomly decided that's what she needs.

[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

But...but...

*goes off to be paranoid*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Nooooooo!

I'll go pick something if you're REALLY wanting to spend your time making us goodies...

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ohhhhhhhhhh! Make me a Gryffindor bracelet? That would r0xx0r my s0xx0rs! Plus you said it was easy to make so I wouldn't feel too guilty about requesting it.

I hadn't seen that post before because it was before I knew you existed. Also, I was amused that your previous OOC!Palpy commented on it. (I didn't know he existed until after I started playing, or I may have tried to model mine after him a little more... or maybe not. *snicker*)

[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

I don't have any red, though. :( Otherwise I totally would.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

*pouts, whines, and complains*

Oh well, see, I tried to request something :) Now you don't have to feel bad or paranoid or whatever.

I liked the green thing in another post too. I already forgot the name. The hand ones are cool except I know I'd never wear them.

[sanestlunatic.livejournal.com]

Green thing in another post? :/ I've no idea what you're talking about.

Yeah, I like handflowers, but they don't wear well, either. I need to find a weave that holds together better.

I decided to do drabbles now. >.>

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

I hardly talk to anyone really when online and RPing. Most of my conversations last night were "Tag" and "tag when it loads". I did talk a little to Alice about finding something for Mon to do (which apparently is Anakin. I told her girls don't like him and Mon will hate him in the end.). D! will be happy to know though that Ani did NOT sleep with her in the end. He had a morality issue. No seriously. Anakin has morals. Somewhere. Also, I'm not really looking forward to the next couple months of RP. Mostly because I don't want to kill of Qui-Gon now (I say now, it's been a while that I've not wanted to.) and I don't really want Aoife to be mad at Anakin. *sigh*

Also, you know I was pissy earlier but that had nothing to do with you.

And no, we weren't in a chat last night. Also, I believe Becca was D&Ding while RPing so that'll be why she wasn't talking.

I don't think I noticed anything weird from your AIM last night. But I went to bed really early. (Well, early for me.) I've been really tired lately. Even when I get lik 8+ hours of sleep. I think because maybe it's getting close to my period? I get hellishly tired right before.

Also, OMG I HATE it when they talk on the radio. Especially on stations where they USUALLY do music. I'm like, DUDE, if I wanted to listen to someone talking, I'd turn over to a talk-only station! GAH! Sorry, that's one of my pet peeves. It really adds to my already horrid road rage if it happens when I'm driving.

Anyway, I think I'm getting a mobile phone today. Exciting!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Wooo phone! Can you call your sis on it for free and stuff? That would be WAY exciting.

You don't HAAAAAVE to kill Qui. Silly girl. Just like Becca doesn't HAAAAAAAVE to kill Adi.

Anakin... a morality issue? Wow. So he must really like her then. Yay, Ani's finally getting a girlfriend! *gets bitch-slapped by inner-D!* Alice mentioned they were having sex so I'm surprised. I guess it was headed in that direction. Poor Aoife gets to walk in on lots of stuff in the near future, hmm? Hehehe *evil cackle*

We can put off the Aoife thing 'til whenever, really. I thought you might like it if she's not all clingy and ruining his nighttime sex life though. *snicker* Maybe he could try to talk to her about the sleeping in his bed thing, and she'd be like, all big-eyed and weepy and "well, if you don't want me to..." and Ani would feel bad and cave. lol

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

Well, no, I don't have to, but I think Becca wants me to. I dunno. Originally I was just going to have him be dead a few days, no more than a week really, have Olee see his ghost and tell Ani about it, have my Ani go off and learn a few things from DP, possibly then kill DP (like a good little Sith-lette), then go resurrect Qui. But Becca wants to draw it out and I don't really want to NOT be able to play Qui for more than that.

She talked to him for a while. And Ani liked that. Generally speaking, as you know, Ani doesn't go for red-haired girls right off, but he likes that she talked to him. He really can't figure out what he's done wrong with girls. Like every time he's in a room with Barriss or Siri, it ends up physical even when he SAYS they don't have to. And he's wondering why the men in his life are happy to talk to him (sometimes) but the women (are being man-like) and wanting lots of sex. He's also scared SHITLESS about the D-monogamous thing. Like really worried. Subconsciously, I think he's thinking if he sleeps with a lot of people (cause really, this is the most people he's slept with in a long while) D! will realize he's being NUTS and sleep with other people.

Bardan: *totally raises his hand and volunteers*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Becca loves a good angsty plot, methinks. Mmmm, angst.

The D!monogamous thing could indeed explode into angst - though they seriously fail at fighting so I imagine they wouldn't be angsty for long. I don't know what to do with D!, exactly. It's pretty easy to have him be monogamous when his other lovers have left the game. He's too Ani-obsessed. *siiiiiiigh*

Bardan may be the only other person willing to sleep with D! anyway. Heeee! I tried to talk Depa into it since she's being semi-whorey and she just shuddered and gave me a Look.

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but it's not really plotty for me. I just have a character die and...that's it. I don't play him till I bring him back. Also, I don't really like angst that much these days. Ani had enough of it over a year to satisfy me for the rest of my LIFE.

Ani is scared but not enough to really do anything about it. He loves D! far too much to make too much of an issue of it. If it were to explode, it would have to be D! getting made that Ani's not monogamous.

Stass might be able to be convinced. She doesn't like Obi-Wans, Qui-Gons or Anakins cause they're trouble. She doesn't hate them but any time they come near she gets wary cause they're trouble. She definitely doesn't like Qui cause he IMPREGNATED HER COUSIN!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ha ha! Stass is funny.

D! would never expect Ani to be monogamous, though he might have when he was younger. He wouldn't want to deprive Ani of his younghawtpeople sex, jealous and insane though it makes him to think of it.

D! isn't going back to sleeping with anyone and everyone, I don't think. He's really not into the using-each-other thing anymore. I do still like the NPC I used in that one fic (Bree) who was going to play a part in that plot we ended up not doing... I've thought of doing stuff with her and D! but that seems a bit too godmoddy. I had her get a boyfriend and stop fucking D! long ago... but, you know, they could always break up and stuff. Or she could decide she still wants D!. She was using him too but D! was insanely attracted to her so she could get him to start up their little affair again.

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

Well, I mean, you could do that. It wouldn't really mean any RPing or anything though. Ani would be jealous, granted, but he deals with jealousy surprisingly well these days.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

He's actually quite content being monogamous though. I just feel bad for him like he's just this big ol' chump.

D!: *likes being a chump*

Maybe I'll do that eventually though. I could tweak the old scene I wrote. And he'd feel all guilty later even though Ani sleeps with others regularly.

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

Ani: *loves his chump* *squeezes D!*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

D!: Yay! *squeezes Ani back, then proceeds to just talk to him instead of madhawtsexing him since Ani likes that*

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

Ani: *likes madhawtsexing but not instead of conversation...as well as*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

D!: *talks to him mid-madhawtsexing then*

[karinablack.livejournal.com]

some country is ok.
I like Shania :)