"I'm sure Luke wasn't on that thing when it blew."

[lumy12]

I waited until it was February 1 to post so that THIS sparkly sentence here will be my February entry for the "year in review" meme at the end of the year, and perhaps I'll look back on it and think, "What the fuck was I doing awake when I was so tired and cranky?"

I'm doing pretty good at this not-posting-as-much business, eh?

It's been almost a week since I stopped getting on LJ at work. It IS nice to feel productive and not like a total slacker all the time... except I'm painfully caught up on my work now. I talked to sleuthgirl27 a bit about the internet thing and she was very cavalier about it all, she said they had to sign those things too and they got a very similar email sent to them (she works at the helpdesk of our parent company) - she really doesn't think I have anything to be worried about. It still doesn't seem worth it to me. In a couple weeks I'll go back to what I was doing before (getting on at the beginning of work and at lunch ONLY) and hopefully it won't escalate into having 3 or 4 windows up all day long. Heh.

I feel... hmmm. Like I fail at pretty much everything lately. Perhaps "fail" is too harsh - okay, make that "I'm mediocre at best, piss-poor at worst" at everything. I wonder if taking some sort of hiatus from the internet would help. How would it help? I don't know, but these things wander into my brain when I'm up late for no good reason.

How sad is it that right now, I'm thinking "Well, I'd still have to sort people (for hogwartsishome, because I've never missed being a top sorter since I joined in 2005)?

Yeah, sad. Goooooo Gryffindor! That's the only thing I do there though, is sort. And leave comments on people's common room entries. Woo.

I'm going to go write a fic so angsty I won't be able to show it to anyone, and most likely won't even finish it, let alone post it.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Well you're not failing at the Lost game. So there's that.

Only one week to go til it's back! Some of us have had to wait a long time for new eps.

-Stad

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ha! Nice try but I kinda fail at that too. This last week your teams got more powerful than mine did, and I kept trying to use cards that I couldn't use, and I kept forgetting stuff I should remember. It's fun, though.

P.S.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Wheeeee I just got this shiny new icon.

[azurien.livejournal.com]

boy i dont know what the planets are doing this week! i feel the exact same thing. i never get anything done and i'm a total failure at life. well at least you have a job unlike my lazy sweatpants self. booo!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

But you have house money so you are RICH! Heh. I feel like I'm failing at non-life things too, though. Things like RP, writing, drawing... bleh. I'm not good at ANYthing. *whine bitch moan complain*

Oh, and you don't need a job - you're going to marry Hayden if he ever gets his butt out there to meet you.

[azurien.livejournal.com]

i start to feel discouraged when every single article or something always says he's gay!!
ug my money is gonna run out before i get famous enough i think!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

He's not gay, no way uh-uh nope - he has to at LEAST be bi which is perfectly acceptable, you can still marry him.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

You and your Fraggles!
*hugs back*

[karinablack.livejournal.com]

yay angst!!!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

You know what's funny? I'm going to turn this fic into something usable. It started out just being a release but I got a semi-cool idea as I went along and I think if I clean it up some it won't just be a throwaway. Woo!

[karinablack.livejournal.com]

Cool!!!