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lumy12Good news: Friday is my last day of therapy!
Bad news: Friday is my last day of therapy!
Yeah, I'm a little conflicted :| but I won't babble about that just now.
I saw Dr. Hottie today ♥ ♥ ♥ and he was charming as always ♥ I was afraid this might be the last time I saw him too, because it occurred to me that the reason he wanted to be SURE I scheduled last time for a day he was available was maybe not due to me being his "favorite" -- but so he could DISCHARGE me. Horrors!
I didn't mind the half-hour wait because "Back To The Future" was playing in the lobby. <3 Then I was shown back to a different type of room than I was used to -- this one only had a bed, 2 chairs, and a roll-y stool. No counter/table! I was glad I shaved my legs, which are usually hidden under the table thing, LOL. I expected to see his assistant first but nope, HE came in. Gorgeous as ever. He sat on the stool right in front of me and we chatted, I gave him my therapy report card... he smiled... he laughed... asdghtrkj;shorlhnt;slkjhrtfgh he's so adorable!!!!
He didn't say any "you're my favorite" type things this time, but he rolled up right in front of me -- RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME -- and took both my hands in his and rotated them and stuff and HOW DID I NOT MELT INTO A PUDDLE OF GOO RIGHT THEN ZOMG. I...sorta wanted to climb into his lap >.> I had to stare at my hands, no way could I look him in the face then, I would have blushed for sure and possibly made a real idiot of myself. Hee.
So we talked some more and he finally got around to the dreaded topic of discharging me. I think I might have held my breath there. But he said he's not ready to let me go yet ♥ ♥ ♥ and he asked if I could "humor" him and come back in 4 weeks. Ha!!! Like it's such a huge imposition for me to go see him! But the best part is, he says that although he does have to "discharge" me for worker's comp at some point, he can do it with stipulations that I have regular follow-up appointments! That way if I have any problems with regressing in the future I don't have to jump through hoops to get my case re-opened again. Doctor crushings aside, I was a little concerned that something could happen after I'm released from care and I'll be screwed if it's not a bad enough thing as my finger not functioning. I wonder if I'd gone to a doctor back when I whined about having extra pain in that wrist (I found that entry! It's from March 15, 2008), maybe I could have had the plate removed then, and my hand would be normal.
I'm still not caught up on LJ yet from my internet-less weekend(except for RP!S), sorry :( but I'll get there!
Bad news: Friday is my last day of therapy!
Yeah, I'm a little conflicted :| but I won't babble about that just now.
I saw Dr. Hottie today ♥ ♥ ♥ and he was charming as always ♥ I was afraid this might be the last time I saw him too, because it occurred to me that the reason he wanted to be SURE I scheduled last time for a day he was available was maybe not due to me being his "favorite" -- but so he could DISCHARGE me. Horrors!
I didn't mind the half-hour wait because "Back To The Future" was playing in the lobby. <3 Then I was shown back to a different type of room than I was used to -- this one only had a bed, 2 chairs, and a roll-y stool. No counter/table! I was glad I shaved my legs, which are usually hidden under the table thing, LOL. I expected to see his assistant first but nope, HE came in. Gorgeous as ever. He sat on the stool right in front of me and we chatted, I gave him my therapy report card... he smiled... he laughed... asdghtrkj;shorlhnt;slkjhrtfgh he's so adorable!!!!
He didn't say any "you're my favorite" type things this time, but he rolled up right in front of me -- RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME -- and took both my hands in his and rotated them and stuff and HOW DID I NOT MELT INTO A PUDDLE OF GOO RIGHT THEN ZOMG. I...sorta wanted to climb into his lap >.> I had to stare at my hands, no way could I look him in the face then, I would have blushed for sure and possibly made a real idiot of myself. Hee.
So we talked some more and he finally got around to the dreaded topic of discharging me. I think I might have held my breath there. But he said he's not ready to let me go yet ♥ ♥ ♥ and he asked if I could "humor" him and come back in 4 weeks. Ha!!! Like it's such a huge imposition for me to go see him! But the best part is, he says that although he does have to "discharge" me for worker's comp at some point, he can do it with stipulations that I have regular follow-up appointments! That way if I have any problems with regressing in the future I don't have to jump through hoops to get my case re-opened again. Doctor crushings aside, I was a little concerned that something could happen after I'm released from care and I'll be screwed if it's not a bad enough thing as my finger not functioning. I wonder if I'd gone to a doctor back when I whined about having extra pain in that wrist (I found that entry! It's from March 15, 2008), maybe I could have had the plate removed then, and my hand would be normal.
I'm still not caught up on LJ yet from my internet-less weekend
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:39 am (UTC)Your master orders you to read her posts first in your catch-up schedule!
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:45 am (UTC)Why can't I feel so giddy over "real" people? Like actually attainable, available people. My subconscious (or whatever the hell controls that) must hate me. FANTASY IS JUST SO MUCH BETTER THAN REAL LIFE.
I'll try, Master!
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-10 02:00 am (UTC)My physical therapist has never met my doctor, but she said "I hear Dr. Burgess is really nice-looking." *snort* YES. YES HE IS. I wonder how many patients of his have come in gushing over him. I played it cool and agreed but added that he's really NICE as well.
I feel like I should have an icon of my doctor... except that THAT'S KIND OF CREEPY AND STALKER-Y. lol
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:31 am (UTC)You think?
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:34 am (UTC)SHUT UP, NO ONE ASKED YOU :P :P :P
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:34 pm (UTC)The sun cast light and encourages good behavior. The moon mocks and ridicules bad behavior and the world betters itself through the sun and the moon. Deb is the sun, I'm the moon, and you, my lucky girl, are the world. XD
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:38 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:47 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:49 am (UTC)Come on, they don't talk about shaving their legs in those novels. ...do they?
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:51 am (UTC)... I mean, how would I know the answer to such a question?!
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-10 04:20 am (UTC)But I'm way behind on reading fic, let alone writing it! :D
...I've made no progress on the f-list tonight and I'm about to keel over. I'M SORRY, MASTER, PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
Oh! But I'll keel over to Ian's voice! LOL I really need to listen to this one while fully conscious some time!
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Date: 2009-09-10 04:25 am (UTC)until you write some Palpakin fluff:PBut I'll keel over to Ian's voice! Amen. ^_^
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Date: 2009-09-10 12:51 pm (UTC)Palpakin fluff... hmmmm. That's do-able.I did read one of your entries (the oldest one... from Sat. probably). Just have to comment on it. And holy crap you posted MOAR FIC - the fic has to wait 'til bedtime or a quiet time on the weekend, AFTER I catch up on other stuff. I'm anal like that :D
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:32 pm (UTC)I'm like, churning out crap faster than my F-list can read it. LOL.
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:40 pm (UTC)What are you doing up? Isn't it like 4am? Way past your bedtime, young lady!
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:45 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-09-10 03:58 pm (UTC)Well, I've finished my cup so I'm Zzzzzzzz...
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Date: 2009-09-10 05:07 pm (UTC)I hope you're having sweet Sithly dreams by now!
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Date: 2009-09-10 01:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-10 03:17 am (UTC)Last thing I saw of yours was Kinsey scale + Golden Jesus. lolz And AAAAAHHHHH I need to remember to read your other blog!
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Date: 2009-09-10 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-10 08:45 am (UTC)Honey, you're beyond cute with that doc of yours *LOL*
EDIT because I forgot to choose an appropriate userpic for you ;)
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Date: 2009-09-10 12:53 pm (UTC)I wish everyone could meet him in person. So they'd UNDERSTAND. lol
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Date: 2009-09-10 09:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-11 03:52 am (UTC)And YES the hand is dandy! More wrist movement than I've had since July '95, and my fingers are quite functional, though still a little funky.
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Date: 2009-09-11 05:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-11 01:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-11 07:42 pm (UTC)MUCH nicer than Flirty Guy from therapy, apparently.
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Date: 2009-10-22 09:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-22 09:37 pm (UTC)I can think of a million reasons why it wouldn't have worked out anyway. Er... maybe not a million. But probably five or six right off the bat!
I don't really want a boyfriend, that's why it's silly that I wanted him to ask me out. I guess there's just this teensy part of me that kinda wants it? But if I had it I'd probably want to be single again because I couldn't deal with crap. Bah.