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[lumy12]

Well, fuck. After all that build-up, all I get is a "it was nice meeting you" ?

FUCK YOU TOO.

I don't know if I'm more pissed off or sad. He's probably laughing about how pathetic I was.

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[albumsontheside.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

*snugs*

[ascendingflame.livejournal.com]

Aww, honey, I'm really sorry. *hugs*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Thanks <3 *hugs back*

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Wait... what?!

You mean I had to read all that sappy posts to have it end with the two characters parting ways with a "it was nice meeting you"?

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

She should show him how well her therapy went and give him the finger, don't you think???????

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Very much so. Unfortunately, Wendy is a pushover. She needs to learn from my Kate and go kick his ass.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Kick his ass for not liking me? Kind of harsh, don'tcha think?

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

...you do realize you're talking to me right? I'm sadistic by design.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Yes you are. Maybe I could kick my own ass for being stupid.

I wonder if I did something to make him change his mind.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Don't go there Wendy.... Self-doubt is not allowed!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

If he's a player, why didn't he try to play me?! I don't get it.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Because he knew you see through his little ploy.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

But I didn't! I mean I really don't know if he's a player or not and he doesn't know anything about ME.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Sunset kissing scene before jumping off a building (http://www.onemanga.com/Kaichou_wa_Maid-sama/4/22-23/)

If you really want a happy ending, go get it!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

So I should go jump off a building?
Thanks!

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Nooo.... The guy jumps off the building and the girl stands there and watches as he recovers an embarrassing picture in mid-air.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Can I PUSH the guy off the building instead of just watching??

Holy crap, I sound like Deborah now.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

What is wrong with sounding like Deborah? Justice is the harsh hand that smacks people into shape!

*channels his inner Kate*

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Nothing wrong with it at all, it just so rarely happens.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

It should happen more often. It'll give you a sense of pride that will make things better.

[ascendingflame.livejournal.com]

But, honey, don't you think that that may be the reason this didn't go anywhere beyond flirting? Because none of you really knew anything about the other? He might have been a big asshole anyway.

I'll tell Lucius to go and Crucio his ass for you!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Well, I meant that he could be a player, and I could be a slut for all he knew. Y'know? We did talk every day I was there, so it's not like we knew NOTHING about each other. He said he WASN'T a player one time (but players looking to play aren't going to necessarily admit to it!).

Bah. I remember whining to you about him a while ago... I should have stayed in that mindset of "nothing's gonna happen" instead of getting my hopes up again.

Lucius can have him!

[ascendingflame.livejournal.com]

All I know is that you're putting yourself down because he's an idiot. Don't! 'And if you need to whine or complain or cry to me, get your frustration or anger or hurt out, you're always welcome to talk to me or send me a message (d.malfoy@gmx.net).

Also, getting your hopes up once in a while is necessary, too, and it's not your fault nothing happened.

*big hugs* Feel better!!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Thank you, sweetie, that's a kind offer. ♥ I have a busy day ahead so I think I'll be too distracted to brood much today. (I hope!)

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Well, if you're inserting Flirty Guy into the Dr. Hottie'n'Wendy story, then yeah, one of the chapters ends like that.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

They're interconnected stories.

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

OUCH!!!!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Remind me not to get my hopes up about anything ever again.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Don't let one creep ruin the whole lot of us!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Eh, I'm sure it would have ended badly anyway. Things always do!

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

*angry Misaki sandbag attack!* (http://www.onemanga.com/Kaichou_wa_Maid-sama/1/12/)

No thinking like that Wendy! This for the better!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

That's cute :P

At least I came in second place in Tuesday's jelly bean contest and got a little prize. Yay.

[darkp-hawk.livejournal.com]

Yes, go for the happy thoughts.

[callita623.livejournal.com]

wait.. what?

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

I probably should add a little more bulk to this post to explain it better, but meh. Heart's not in it right now.

Today was my last day of therapy, so if Flirty Guy was ever going to make any slight move whatsoever, today would have been the day. HE DID NOTHING. Despite plenty of opportunity. And really blatant flirting (on both sides). And really, REALLY, you-totally-can't-miss-this hints from me.

Fucking men.

yay for ihd.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

At the end? Nada. It was like he couldn't get away from me fast enough to put my toys away. And we were completely alone then, as we have been at the end of every session since I started the finger zapping thingie. But in the past, he's given me half-hugs and touched me lingeringly, stuff like that. I know part of his job is to touch me but it was more than that. And I know the others were teasing him about me -- that added to my feeling that there was something there. Ugh. Obviously it wasn't enough on his end to break out of his comfort zone.

He did say something lame about how I might be back -- I'm sure he's seen plenty of people regress -- but with as well as I did, he can't be expecting that. So if his attitude is "well I'll wait and see if she's back because I don't wanna go out with a patient"... how long is he gonna wait, years? Fuck that. That's just ensuring nothing will ever happen.

I wonder if there's something more I could have done, slip him a note or something. But then I'd probably feel even more pathetic now. I feel I was pretty damn obvious yesterday already.

So much for feeling bad that my flirting might have been misleading. *snort* Could he really tell that it would be impossible to get in my pants if that's all he wanted? Maybe he could.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

It's fun/nice to be wanted/I like him/thought maybe we could be friends/possibly-more-than-friends-but-I'm-not-sure-what. Bah.

So now he's AFRAID of me? Bwahahaha!

I'd like to think of there being shit given. But maybe they're all laughing and saying how funny it is that *I'm* the one pining?

Grar, I will not pine for long.

Sing it!

~ It's been 7 hours and 15 days... since you took your love away ~

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

*clings!*

Yes. Yes they are. Either stupid or mean or both!

♥

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Pffffffffffft. I am a stubborn fish trying to pedal the damn bicycle all in vain! I should just accept that it's not my sport and swim merrily away!

[caffeinatedkate.livejournal.com]

Oh, you were talking about the flirty guy from therapy. When I first saw this post I thought you were talking about the doctor and got a bit worried about you.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ha! Yeah, this guy I didn't talk about as much... he's more "real." Or so I thought. Dr. Hottie is pure fantasy. Of course fantasy is always better than reality!