CYOA Page 151
Sep. 12th, 2013 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lumy12If Joel's asleep, you may as well just-- if he's asleep. Maybe you'd better wait 'til you know for sure?
You wait a minute or two... and by then, you're convinced he truly is asleep.
You're on your side, but as soon as you slip your fingers inside your panties, you want to spread your legs, which would mean kicking one straight up into the air. You want to roll onto your stomach and bury your face in your pillow... will that work? You're always on your back when Joel touches you. Maybe that's just for... ease of access?
You scoot as close to the edge as you can, with your knee sticking over in your frog-legged position... oh yeah, this will work awesomely... keep sleeping, Joel -- I don't need you! Ha! He's helping out in his own way, though, by touching you in your imagination... kissing you... fucking you...
Okay, maybe not exactly FUCKING me... cuz I don't know what that even feels like... you could approximate it a little better by letting your fingers explore the inside instead of just the outside. ...except I don't know exactly where that IS? You've examined yourself down there before, using a hand-held mirror, but that was a loooong time ago, and it was very... clinical. You'd never even touched yourself before, when you did that -- you were too young to even want to. And you didn't touch yourself then, either, other than to push the skin around to... unhide things. You know where your asshole is, but your vagina and your pee-hole kind of seem like the same thing to you. Like, when you pee and when you bleed, it feels like it's coming from the same place. You understand it's actually not, but... you don't want to accidentally ram your finger up your pee-hole, do you?
Fuck... maybe I DO need Joel... which is kind of fucked up, because shouldn't you know your own body better than Joel does?! It's not like you guys mess around in broad daylight where he can see anything. It's dark, you're under a sheet or blanket, and his eyes aren't even anywhere near your pussy.
Ugh -- who CARES right now -- all the guaranteed-feel-good stuff comes from my clit anyway! You'll keep your fingers in a place where you know they should be. A place you know you want them to be. Maybe you should find another mirror to play with some time... maybe find some more feel-good spots...
...man, is it almost over already? You feel it... the orgasm starting to build itself up... it'll keep going up and up until it's ready to explode out of you. You don't want to come yet! You probably should, since the longer it takes, the higher the risk of Joel waking up... but you just barely started! Somehow, when it's Joel's fingers down there, it takes a little longer.
You freeze in terror as you hear the sheets rustling beside you... no fucking way did he hear anything! I haven't made a SOUND and even if I did, this pillow would fucking catch it... and you've been so careful to lift your ass and press your knees down, to keep the mattress perfectly still, even with your... restricted movement--
Sometimes, though, you have to wonder if Joel is a mind reader; you know you didn't say any of that shit out loud, and yet... he's rolled closer to you, and his hand is on your back now... AND HE'S NOT SLEEP-BREATHING ANYMORE...
You're still frozen. Waiting. Your orgasm-building is starting to reverse itself... like a dick going limp! What the fuck -- well, that's okay, I DID want it to last longer... I'll get it back... if Joel would just... go back to sleep, or whatever the fuck -- maybe he IS still asleep, but it doesn't seem like it... His hand drifts down your back... down to your (jeans-clad) ass. ...Did he just slide it under the blanket, like... LIKE HE'S AWAKE AND HE KNOWS -- HE FUCKING KNOWS -- otherwise his hand would've stayed on--
"Don't stop on my account" -- a whisper right next to your ear!
Omigodomigodomigod--
If you don't stop on his account, turn to page 229.
If you promptly freak the fuck out, turn to page 232.
carlos
Date: 2021-06-20 01:04 pm (UTC)Re: carlos
Date: 2021-06-20 07:34 pm (UTC)