"All of this is unusual, and it makes me feel uneasy"

[lumy12]

Whoa. What is going on with me?

Ah, well, I'm pretty sure my parents don't bother to read this. I wouldn't mind a little psychoanalysis from my bro, but he never comments anymore *hint hint* I'm too lazy to look it up right now but I swear not all that long ago I was complaining that so much Star Wars RP is slash. So why am I so thoroughly enjoying it now??? I lurked, went away, felt compelled to lurk again...found the characters highly amusing... joined... and apped a cracky sexed-up character. Got immediate approval :) Also joined a new community that's totally slashy. I don't feel offended by slash at all anymore.

I feel I need to get some kind of plot going, but it always ends up going back to... a really interesting pairing. [ahem] It's just... such crack! Threw a "party," which is now at over 500 comments!!! And still (somewhat) going! (need to do a continuation post, I suppose)

And - even more disturbing to me, though probably not to you - I've been staying up late to play, even when I have to go to work the next day. I can't seem to help myself. But last night was all Amber's fault, truly. I was totally ready to give Palps a night off. Heh. My body is usually so clock-like. Get tired at 9pm, relax and read for awhile. I haven't read anything this week. And I don't even feel tired during the day. ???

I need to balance myself by playing my Gryffindor boy Max, he's sweet and innocent, young and naive, and fun in a different way. (plus we get house points for playing, I really need to play him more!)

Okay, I promise I'll catch up on my f-list soon, I'm like, 3 pages behind, I think (150 entries!). I have lotsa stuff to do today and will shoot myself if I spend the whole day online.

Comments

[lilgreenfreak.livejournal.com]

At least you don't have to figure out how a cyborg has sex!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Ha ha! I was like, did I miss something here?
I so totally intend to go back to that Grievous/Palpy thread though. I guess we'll both have to puzzle it out :)

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Awwww - yes that's a cute one!! I'll even reply here with him again :)

[elledwen.livejournal.com]

*innocent look* I've no idea what you're talking about.

Really, though. I totally dig the Ani/Palpy pairing now. It's definitely my new crack. It's just so...insane and sick and...well you know, you were there. Totally didn't mean to keep you up. I swear. My inner-Anakin insisted on teasing Palpatine. I was never really big on SW slash but then suddenly I'm not sure what happened actually. I just...decided it wasn't so bad one day. lol

Anyway, sorry if we're freaking you out. We're all a bit mad there. Well, at least I am. I can't really speak for everyone else.

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

Oy! You're not freaking me out, I'm freaking MYSELF out with my complete 180 here!!! Sounds like I did the same thing you did ("gee, this is funny, it's not so bad") I'm totally addicted now, just like you :) If I had wanted to go to bed badly enough I would have. Heh.

Damn crack.

I did get loads done today though so now I can PLAYYYYYY, yay!

[gizzi1213.livejournal.com]

All I can do is shake my head, completely mystified as to why you didn't fall for Anakin/Obi-Wan. Palpy is just so...ugly!

[lumy12.livejournal.com]

But he was mine! And he still is! (I find it convenient to blame my inner Palpy for all sorts of things!)

Ahahahaha, on my TV, Mace Windu just said "I HAVE HAD IT WITH THESE MOTHERFUCKIN' SNAKES ON THIS MOTHERFUCKIN' PLANE!" Yeahhhhhhhh! Tell 'em, Mace! *snort* Samuel L. Jackson is forever Mace Windu, doesn't matter what role he's playing.